Even though it’s not what I originally wanted, things have turned out nicely :) things are really good at the moment…hopefully they stay this way!
Also, I’m crazy amounts of stressed from revision, so if someone would like to come snuggle with me and make me feel less wound up about everything that’d be super duper.
Not being ‘fake’ enough for someone is a weird feeling…
Obviously, I like that I’m not orange with extensions and I quite like the extra 3 hours I spend in bed that some will spend on make up…but when that’s not what the person you want wants…well.
I understand that people don’t have a fixed ‘type’, but (from what I’ve noticed) people usually stick to what they know and have a bit of a pattern. I break that pattern.
I’m not going to become someone I’m not just to feel more like their idea of attractive, but it would be nice to be someones’ idea of attractive.
I love/hate watching films where there is a character who is so awesome you want to be just like them, and then you think ‘oh, I’m kind of like them’. But then you realise you’re nothing like them, except maybe their shit qualities.
Seriously fucked off. I don’t need this shit.
Once again, I’m the idiot.
Do you just forget that I see everything you write on there?
I would like to be at least a top 5 priority to someone…someday.